You ever get a wee bit frustrated at how slow things move along when you are trying so hard to make a difference.  NOW darn it!  I want change now!  I've been caught up to my neck in a financial bog this summer and am just now seeing a tree branch growing out in my direction and  it is almost close enough to grab on to and pull myself free of my financial spiral downwards.  But if I move too soon I will certainly be sucked down out of sight and devoured by what lies below.   So I breathe very shallow, and sit very still not even a sneeze while I wait... waiting....  No don't sigh... waiting still, for the September bang that is promising to lift me out of my mucky prison.

I have so many changes I want to make in my life to join forces as one more person to fight against the mindless abuse of our planet.  Fidgeting, gnawing on my tongue, hurry up and wait.  What do other people do in times like this?  I just try to use as little resourses as I can until I can find freedom enough to continue my conversion from earth monster to Mothers gardener.

Well I have turned to my computer to write on my various blogs trying to keep my mind clear of the struggle and posed on the positive brighter end that is very near.  It's a hump is all and I wasn't looking where I was walking so have a mildly sore toe.   I'll keep that hump in mind next time I traverse these parts!  Now I feel like laughing out loud as it is all so funny when you step outside of the systems that are set up to fail.  It is even  funnier, to me anyways, when I watch those systems flounder about not knowing how to act or what to do when people like me don't stay within the invisible lines.

To be honest, I don't know why I wrote this, just thought that something needed to be put on my blog.  Certainly don't want it getting stale.  So if you are reading this and it sounds like gibberish...  guess what? 

Hehehe

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Have a great day and don't get caught in the bog.  It's a very sticky place to be.  Lucky for me the trees here grow fast. :D