Dear Readers,

I'm gay.

I've spent too long attempting to deny this and I just can't do it anymore.

I felt like I was lying to all of you by not saying this, so I chose to do it now.

I've known this since I was kid, but living in the family I do made it impossible to come out of the closet without geting rejected. Since my family has rejected me already, then I guess there's not much else to be worried about.

I've had secret sexual relationships with several men (always safe) and I spent so much time lying to everyone about my "special visitors". I haven't got the energy for that anymore.

I'm gay.