I have to say that I have the most amazing husband in the world even though he has been working like crazy he still finds the time to hold me up. The past few weeks I have been a wreck and he has been there for me and has gotten me through alot I'm really greatful to him for that. I can honestly say that I found my true love its the most amazing feeling in the world I'm so glad that I made the chose that I did I would not have it any other way i'm so happy with my life right now yes I will admit that life is hard sometimes and thats ok its part of life. I never thought that i would have someone that really loves and supports me the way that he does I have been through alot in my life and sometimes there were times where i thought i was not going to make it but because of Robert I have.

I know that I have a bright future ahead and i'm looking farword to it. People thought and still think that me, and Robert were not gonna make it but I have learned that only I can control my life and I'm going to keep doing my thing I'm going to love and support my husband no matter what we were meant to be I'm so glad that I fallowed my heart I could never love anyone as much as I love robert he is the otherc half of me I love him so much hes my soulmate.

I love Robert so much hes my everything I love you baby!

My day was good getting these set up for school I e-mailed and asked if there was a way I could do the placement test online cause my freakin doctor has not signed off on the papers yet which is another battle I know there probably not going to say anything but I figured I would try so we will see i'm really eager to start and I'm going to work my ass off. The rest of the day I watched movies with Robert its been fun and relaxing.

Tonight I plan to watch Army wives I love that show! I hope everyone has a good week I can't wait to see what the week holds.

   Dear God,
Its me again as you know I have been going through alot lately it has really tested my patience I understand that life is not suppose to be easy and I know that you put me on this earth for a reason and i am going to continue to work my hardest to do the best I can in life. I just ask you to please give me the strength to get through all of this you have given me so much to be thankful for and yes I am so thankful for that you have also given me a wonderful husband whom I love so much he is my life I ask you to please watch over him while he is at work if anything were to happen to him I would be so lost.

Please also watch over my dad I love him and I can't wait til I see him and I pray that we continue to have a good relationship i hope he knows how much I love him. As you know I am starting school soon so please guide me in the right direction and make something of myself please watch over the rest of my family and friends.

Intil next time thanks again for listening in jesus name I pray amen!

 The lady from Gwinnette Tech my application is going to be processed so I can start but I have to go for the placement test first then I can start the program and get a associates degree in early childhood education I'm so excited this is a big step for me i'm really happy. Now all I have to do is get these peoples **** in gear about the transit paper work then I'm all set. I woke up this morning at 5am with Robert he had to do overtime this weekend so im missing him like crazy even though he texts me every chance he gets he can be really sweet at times he text me and said thank you for being my wife I could not have made it this far without you. Appearently he has a big surprize for me on New years after we go out to dinner this started because he said that he wants to do more things as a couple and by then he will have somewhat of a regular schedule i'm excited.

I had a crying fit last night because I missed so bad so I texted him and said I miss you like crazy I don't know whats wrong with me? He answerer back and said its because you love me and you wanna be with me and I thank you for that because I work so much and no one else would deal with that so thank you my love and please no more tears ok. I love you! That was my night I went to sleep around 3am.

Today i'm just gonna chill out and just do whatever i hope everyone has a great weekend!  

What a week   I don't know where to start I guess lets start with school I got a call Weds morning from Gwinette Tech saying they do not have my application good thing to hear 2 weeks before school starts NOT!!I sent that in the first week of June so they have had more then enough time to process it so I called and left a message because I can never get anyone live then I get a call today saying that info is missing from my application and thats fine but one minute they are saying that they dont have it then they are saying that they do so which one is it? Now I have to call again monday and find out what the hello is going on its enough to drive you nuts. I will get it straight im sure its a pain in the ass.

Then ontop of that I had to e-mail these people again about the cell phone issue because these people will not give me a prepaid credit card I have to go into the MetroPCS store and pay $5 more then my bill is just to pay it makes no sense but what can I do they make me sick this is after I had a meeting with them before I left MD and they looked in my face and said everything is set now that I'm here its a total 180 makes no sense really I wanna get this **** out of the way so I can focus on school the only way I'm staying sane is having Robert I can't wait to be in his arms this weekend.

Plus I asked my dad if he could help me with something so far I have not gotten an answer I'm trying to give him sometime but I have a feeling that I could be disappointed again but who know we'll see right???

Have a good weekend and be safe!